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Cybernetic existentialism
by Rage Boy
All was quiet in the sewers. Chasseurs lay strewn about,
with various wounds and punctures cruelly accentuating vital parts of
their bodies. Among them lay Vince Diamond, a gaping hole in his chest
where the Nephrite's Nazaroth ripped its way through at point blank
range akin to the force of a freight train smashing through a mere brick
wall. Suddenly, Vince sprang to life, springing to an erect sitting
postion, screaming a scream of a man from out of a nightmare. Light
returned to the filaments in his cybernetic eye, as he surveyed the
destruction around him. It took him a few seconds for his mind to
recover from the battle that seemed like seconds ago. The situation was
grim, his entire unit had been eraditacated, and he had come close,
being left for dead by a Nephrite either too stupid to finish him off
properly, or one with other agendas. He looked around at his fallen
comrades. They had all fought bravely. But now, they lay around, with
twisted metal protruding from torn flesh. A mixture of their
life-fluids, blood and bio-chemicals mixed together, painting the sewer
water an even uglier shade of green. Suddenly, it hit him:
Cyril!!! - After what seemed like an eternity of searching the
seemingly endless Martian sewer system, Vince found what he was looking
for. It was Cyril, lying domant in the muck. He was face-down, even
though he didn't have much of a face left. There were no other troops
about. The cowardly Shock Troops must have melded into the shadows at
the first sign of trouble. - "Cyril . . ." Vince muttered. His
eyes burned where there used to be tear ducts. He knew that there was
supposed to be emotion here, there was supposed to be feeling over
losing this mentor. But these feelings, much like his tear ducts, had
been removed long ago, and the most he could do was remember what it was
like to once have feelings, and try to dwell on that. He would return to
the Cybertronic Embassy to give his closest friend a proper burial. -
Random th oughts drifted through Vince's head on this trek homewards.
During these "down-times" Vince enjoyed thinking, although he was not
really good at it. Nonetheless, he was amused at these fleeting notions
that went through his mind at times like these. They rarely held any
significance or link to each other, but nonetheless, Vince enjoyed
thinking him. Right now, he thought it interesting that Cybertronic
didn't have a planet wholly to call its own. It basically confined
itself to colonies of embassies on other people's planets. In this way,
it was kind of like a parasite. This notion didn't please Vince at
all. - He arrived at the Cybertronic embassy, carrying Cyril's
limp body like a mother craddling her sick infant. He passed through
the various sercurity perimeters and inner corridors on his way to the
main intelligence room. The higher up in the Corporation would have to
know of the death of one of their finest! As soon as the door to the
Intelligence Room opened, Vince was shocked to see none other than
Cyril Dent standing in front of him, very alive, the usual look of stern
criticism plastered on his face. Vince nearly dropped the body in his
arms. - "But I thought you were dead?" Vince slurred. -
"Do I look dead, Vincent?" Cyril addressed Vince as a child. -
"No, but, I just thought . . ." Vince looked at Cyril, then down at the
dead body. True, half the face was missing, but the resemblence on the
good half was still striking. Other features fit in, as well, uniform,
height, demeanor. Not to metion that Vince specifically remembered
having started this mission with Cyril, so who was this whos body he
carried in his arms? - "You're thinking, again, Vincent," Cyril
reprimanded. With a wave of his finger, Dr. Diana rushed forward to
collect the fallen body and drag it off into a corridor in the distance.
Vince was surprised at how a woman of her build was so strong. Then
again, she had been cloned and re-cloned so many times, nothing she did
re ally surprised Vince. She was like everything else around here: made
for a specific function. And if she was defective in her duties, they
would just find someone more suited for them (namely, another Dr.
Diana). "You're not supposed to think, Vincent. That's my job. You
just shoot things." - "Sorry," Vince hung his head. Cyril had
been his friend and mentor for as long as he could remember, but they
were by no means equals. Cyril always treated Vince very sternly,
criticizing him for his slightest mistake, like an overbearing father.
Cyril's motto for Vince seemed to be: Vincent should be seen and not
heard, or: Do as I say, not as I do. - "Let's get that wound
looked at," Cyril said, pointing to the still-gaping hole in Vince's
chest. Vince, in his grief, had forgotten about his own wound, and just
remembered it, now, looking through the hole in his sternum, and seeing
the wall behind him. Cyril opened the doorway to the inner labratory,
and Vince led the way: the familiar route to the repair lab. - On
their way there, they passed through rows and rows of Chassuers
suspended in tubes filled with strange blue liquid. The Chassuers
appeared to be either sleeping or deep in thought. Vince wondered why
they all looked the same. - "Why?" Vince started with a question
that was working its way into his head. "Why do we do what we do?"
Vince asked simply. Cyril usually avoided questions like this. Vince
was, by far, Cybertronic's best warrior. But this proficiency was
maintained as long as Vince was kept in the dark about some of
Cybertronic's more grisly motivations and methods. Vince was a noble
warrior, and his continued participation depended that he remained in
blissful ignorance. On this occasssion, however, Cyril decided to take
the opportunity to enlighten Vince just enough to sate his curiosity, as
well as maybe vindicate a few of their methods in his own head, as
well. - "Blending man with machine, you mean?" Cyril replied.
"It mostly has t o do with fighting against the Dark Legions." - "But
the ideas were thought of before the Dark Legion was around," Vince
interjected, a logical leap that Cyril didn't think Vince capable
of. - "Think of it like this, Vincent. Man is a wonderful
creature, marvelous in his facalties and capabilities. But he is
limited by his nature and by his physique. Evolution can change man for
the better, but that takes too long to work positively in the face of an
oncoming threat. The one aspect of man that is not limited, however, is
his mind. Man creates machine. And since machine is the creation of
the mind of man, it can achieve more than man, in a shorter amount of
time than evolution, because it doesn't have to be limited by any nature
or physique other than what man creates for it. Therefore, man melds
himself with machine to force his own evolution in the face of imanent
danger." - "But why even be human, then. If machines can
infinitely achieve, whereas man is held back, why not just let machines
run things?" Vince asked. - "Because we're still in control,"
Cyril replied. "We don't want to die. We want to live. We don't want
to have machines rule us, we need to use them in our fight. We need to
figure out how much will and command to give these machines so that they
benefit us, without taking us over. It's a fine line to walk." -
"Does this mean that once Cybertronic has defeated the Dark Legion, we
won't have need of being one with machines? I mean, if there's no
threat, anymore, will we still need it?" Vince was puzzled. -
"Probably," Cyril guessed. "But, as for us, it is our duty to take on
this ability - which is both a blessing and a curse, in order to make
the universe a better place. I believe it was Sartre who said that,
'Many times men will cause great evil and become evil themselves so that
future generations can live in Utopia.'" - "Is that what you
believe? That's bullcrap!" a third voice said from the shodows. It was
Cor al Beach. He had been listening in on the conversation, the whole
time, waiting to throw his two cents in. "Pretty interesting, a man
with a back-ground like yourself quoting existentialist philosophy.
Existence preceeds essence - Ha! You're living proof that's a load!"
Coral chuckled, joining the group, following behind Vince, to his left,
just opposite Cyril. Vince had never noticed before how much Coral
Beach resembled Cyril Dent, until now. But it was true: they were
approximately the same height, and had the same facial structure, from
what you could make out from beneath Coral's mostly conealed face. As
well as this, their voices were remotely similar, if not for a grating
quality behind Coral's speach which contrasted with the properness of
Cyril's vocabulary. Hell, even their first names were relatively
similar: Cyril - Coral. Vince's thought processes were broken by
Coral's continued attack. "Why don't you tell him the real truth,
Cyril?" - "I don't know to what you refer . . ." Cyril haughtily
stared off into space. - "Well, Vincie, it goes like this," Coral
started off. Vince hated being called Vincie almost as much as he hated
being called Vincent. But he let Coral continue. "He was being
straight with you when he told you that we were after the Dark Legion.
That much is true, that much is right. But do you really think that
we'll stop there, once the dead guys are done away with? No way, don't
let Cyril trick you into thinking that we're the selfless martyrs,
sacraficing our very flesh to make the world a better place for children
and senior citizens and all that other mushy bull propaganda he's been
trying to feed you. We want to bump off the Dark Legion simply because
they're our biggest competitors. Once that is done, we move in on the
rest of the corporations. Don't be tricked into thinking that we're the
good guys out to save the day. We're no better or worse than any other
corporation out there, the Dark Legion, OR the Brotherhood. It's a
compet ition, pure and simple. We do what we have to do to get ahead
and be in control." - "You make us sound like some vicious,
Warmongering, manifest-destiny zealots! We are not Imperial! True,
after the Dark Legion is vanquished, there will be conflicts with the
other Corporations: but this is inevitable! They wouldn't leave us
alone, even if we left them alone. Let's examine them one at a time,
shall we? Bauhaus: Thier fanaticism would force them to hunt us down.
Once the 'great evil' is gone, who becomes the bad guy? Us. Imperial:
Their expansion causes them to try and subjugate their rivals, simply
for the sake of doing so. They would come after us, first, being the
smallest corporation. Capitol: They act like Imperial, but only when
it comes to profit, not territory. They'll pull the same trick as
Imperial, only in trying to buy us instead of subjugate us. Mishima:
Too fractured to form a permanent alliance. They can't even get their
own house in order. There will always be some faction of Mishiman
society which aims to do us wrong. And the Brotherhood? Forget it?
The only reason that they haven't declared full-on war on us, yet, is
the number of Chasseurs who throw themselves in front of the Dark
Legion's cannons, daily, to further a cause, they, themselves don't
belive in. Believe me, once the Dark Legion is done away with, the
Brotherhood will concentrate all its efforts on us, with such zeal and
ferocity, they'll make the Dark Legion look like children. If
Cybertronic continues to expand, it is only to keep from being swallowed
up by an aggressive adversary. The best defense is always a good
offense!" - "That's a crock, and you know it!" Coral fired back.
"We're not the victims, we're the the masters. Vincie," Coral address
Vince, who had been silent most of the conversation. "Vincie, you know,
deep down inside that what you are . . ." Coral knocked on Vince's
massive, metal chest, "is better than what other people are. You know,
Vince, that deep down in side, you have this power to put down other
people who will hate you just because you're better than them. What
good is being powerful if you don't use it to help yourself,
Vincie?" - "Don't listen, Vincent," Cyril connected Coral's
ranting. "You know that you serve a higher purpose. Relgious people
would call it God. And while I may not be religious, I've never ruled
it out. I just realize that it's something I'll never completely know
the truth about. So, instead, I concentrate on knowing everything about
what I do grasp. And what I do grasp is man's infinate capabilities.
So, Vincent, even if there is no God, you serve the higher purpose of
man, himself, by being a virtue to those around you." - "Don't
listen to him, Vincie," Coral hissed from behind Vince's left shoulder,
playing an Id to Cyril's Superego and Vince's Ego. "Revel in the glory
that power brings. A great AI once said, 'It's cool to be a
robot.'" - "No, Vincent, with great power comes great
responsibility. You must use your power to serve," Cyril retorted. -
By this time, they had finally reached the massive, iron door to the
repair room. Vince merely turned to them both and spoke in his slow
monotone, - "Neither of these things concern me, right now. I'm
going to just do what I'm told." - Both Cyril and Coral looked at
each other over this reply, finally finding agreement through
disagreement. In mere seconds, they started arguing, again. Vince
sighed, and walked himself into the Repair Room, leaving the dealings of
the motivations of man to men with Intelligence. His role was merely to
act, not think, and so far, it had served him well.
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